What a raining day!
Sian.
Having been slacking at home packing my stuffs.
TOO much things need to bring back,HOW???
I have only a pair of hand.LOL.
I have been throwing out lots of my clothes and stufss.
But it seem left alot.
Haiz.

Haha.Finally my burberry bag arrive.
Yea!

I want go do pedicure.
I want go for massage.
I want go for facial.
I want go colour my hair darker.
And I wanna go shopping.
I'm going to be broke.
OoOOoooOpps..!!!!!!!!!!!

I want save leh.TAIWAN!!!
So all of the above will will a dream.ZZzzzZZzzZZzzZzZZzzZ
Awaiting for the first time going holidays with my love.
Hehe!!

bye la.
Gonna bath.
Dinner with friend later on.
And going RG.
Then home sweet home.
SLEEP.

kuku 1

kuku 2

kuku 3

kuku 4

me 1

me 2

christine 1

christine 2

MSN with you keep bird talking to me.Dont wan Msn anymore liao la.CB!

You go and rest la,MR SHUAI! >.<'''''''

病人就可以欺夫人吗???????讨厌!!!

Good morning!
Oh my god!
Recently woke up so early for what?siao.
There is lot of thing waiting for me to do man.sian 1/2.
Always like this.Forever got things to settle.Knn..

Hey!I leaving Penang on 18th November.
Back to S'pore for my new life.Normal life.Happy life.
WITH YOU.(ttw)

I guess everyone is waiting for me ya?hehe..
Alright.Recently the weather here siao siao.
Morning hot like hell.Night rains like hell.
Oh my god!My complexion turn bad.HOW neh??
Broke for the month..Bought 1 bag.
Cannot mention here,if not my dear sure kill me.
Hehehe.. :P

I'm getting fatter abit?
Some of my friends said I'm fatter lo.
But still ok ba?!??!!!?!!!!
Just that I hate my tummy.Ugly.Er xin.
Alright.Nothing much to blog liao.
bye bye.
Will upload the pictures I taken yesterday at RG.

NG KER CHING.

miss you.

LOT!

The constrution here damn noisy.
The brightness here make me wake up.
FXXX!!
So..
I decide to upload photo's that taken yesterday.
Then continue my dreams..
I think I'm crazy.
Cause is still 11++ AM nia.

I guess my mum is very happy that you are a good guy.
BUT hope it is ya.

Think of packing my stupid clothes.
OMG!Is not that much,but it looks like damn much.
LAZY LO!Anybody welling to help bo..?... ... ...

Alright dinner tonight with friends.
Then.. ... ...

AND TEO TING WEI.
Please take good care of your health.
A million thanks :)

Bye.

Thats all.

bye bye

Sorry for letting my blog ROT like hell.
Timeless.TIRED.TIRED.TIRED!!!
Life still the same.Work home.Work home.
Recently sleep like hell.Don't feel like waking up...

Yeah yeah!Awaiting for my jan2010 Taiwan trip!
I guess,It should be a wonderful trip.SHOPPING TRIP LA!!!
And also visiting my dearest brother.MISS HIM SO MUCH!
I need so save!SAVE SAVE SAVE..?How much can I save leh?
Still thinking lo..don't really have trust in saving of myself..hahahaha~ ~
But try my best la.

Next month going back s'pore to live le!
A bit she bu de my friends here,but finally I'm back to my home sweet home.
Wif my precious.And YOU! :)
People here are really complicated.KONG BU LO.Don't really like.

Alright gonna sleep liao.TIRED!
Nights~

Here are the some pictures taken few days ago.
I know you miss me :-))

after

before

Finally I've bought my gucci bag!
YEAH YEAH YEAH~ ~
Next....hehehe~
I want change my hp!
Fucking hang.ccb!
WHAT PHONE?WHICH PHONE?
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Tml is the day!
I want to see all of you...!!
Whoever want join then join,don't want join then nvm lo.
I dont force.I dislike forcing.I hate it.
I just want to make it clear,straight to the point.
I dont want any misunderstanding.THANKS!

Please dont be afraid to see me cause my face is really really fucking shag!!!!OMG!
I guess my mum will **** me like hell :-S

Yesterday just change my hair colour cause they say too bright look like ah lian.LOL!
SO I decided to change to be a guai mummy,hahahahha!!I mean the colur.
And I buay dahan my fucking fringe,so...I cut again lo.Always hard to keep long.HAI!!!

Alright.Nothing much else.
Bye bye.

I've got lot things want to buy la!
I want change my fucking phone.Hang like hell.
Feel like throwing away,but I think my Dad will kill me! :-P
But don't know want to change what phone lo.HAI!
And I want buy that Gucci bag!!!!!!!!Hehehe~
I just love Gucci.Prada.Marc Jacobs.And of cause Burberry...!!!
Thats all.
You can say I'm greedy but I don't thinks so :)
LOL!

Bag bag bag,or phone phone phone??OMG!Hard to choose.
Cause my burberry bag is dirty like a 'la ji tong'.
Bring out also paiseh :-S
:-S
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I think soon I will be broke.
No,I think is bankrupt.
No money still want buy this buy that.Siao liao sibo! >.<
And still got lot more.Can't mention too much.
If not later pple thought I'm NG XIN RONG.
Always writing compo.Hahahahahahahha~
Nagging like aunty!

Please don't scold me.Cause this is the fact ok!HAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAAA~ ~

CB.I think my com going hell soon.Keep hang.
Damn unlucky la.CB CB CB!


And lastly..

I think is been a damn damn damn longtime I did not upload photo's up.
Damn lazy.Cause the fucking net is fucking lag.Really fucking lousy!
But I've got lots of photo want to upload!!!
Wait til when I'm really free then upload ba.

Alright.
I have finish my compo.

See you guys/girls soon.
And my lovely family,my precious.

And you.

I hope Octorber I have a wonderful time.
No stress.No quarreling with anyone.
Cause time is really precious.

Now then I realise time really pass damn damn fast.
And I'm getting older and damn older,SHAG LA!
I guess most of the people don't really understand,
But I hope you can understand how hard I'm working out for all the things.
Can I know when my stress will stop?Just a little bit will do.
People always say I'm a very cheerful girl...LOL!
Ever since that incident,I have change alot.
Bad or good?Actually I also dont know.
My mind is fill with lot of things.But it seen like I can't do anything.
What can I do to make a better life?I really don't know man...!!!!!
This year I'm damn unlucky.REALLY SUEH AH!KNN.
All I want is just very simple.
A happy and peaceful life.
Damn simple ok.
*^&(_+_!#$^%&! ****

Is time for me to start to plan for my precious.
Although she is just a little baby now,but AGAIN,time really pass that fast.
Being a single mother is not that easy,but I guess,
I 'NG KER CHING' can do it.
I'm strong.I'm superwoman ok!HAHAHAHAHA!!!!! :-P

I will back on 1st octorber.
2nd octorber night.270 gathering night...?
Let me know if anyone or anyone coming.
Think will be going for drinking session or clubbing.
Choose 1 please.THANKS HUH!
4th will be bringing my little precious Qiqi to ZOO.
OMG!I have not been going to ZOO since...?(fucking long man.)
Alright.Leave me a tag here.Thanks.

See you girls soon.
:)

:(

Sorry to everyone.
Cause i M.I.A damn long.
No one understand ALRIGHT.
CAUSE some of the FUCKING REASON.
BUT hope all of YOU dun misunderstand me.
What I do,all i know
JUST too much things to decide and stress.
PLEASE GIVE ME SOMETIME.
Thanks for understanding if you are.(Alright....?)
I already try my best to settle everything.TIME TIME TIME!!!!!!!!
GOD PLEASE GIVE ME A LITTLE BIT OF PEACE!THANKS DAMN MUCH.Just abit,my smile will apppear.
Lastly,i just wanna say...







SORRY TO MY FAMILY.SORRY FOR THE WORRYING.
I'm fine here.REALLY!!!!!!



And I miss my little precious so much,Qiqi(Fermanda).
Seeing her soon :) :)) :))))

.1st of octorber.


Please plan some gathering for my dear lovely girls,270.Let me know when I'm back ok.
Thanks.

I dont wish to explain anything cause,explain is just a waste.

Alright.Chat when I'm back.

Mummy mummy,please dont angry ok.
I'm not what you think.

Thats all I wanna say.

Bye bye.

This is Ah boon,from Rose Garden.

This is NG KER CHING.

Celeste and Me.

(19082009)

Hey!
Sorry.I'm damn busy.
Busy with..?LOTS MAN!!
I want save save save!!

I want you you you.
I miss you you you.
I'm gonna be with you!!

Although we are apart,but I guess our heart is heart to heart.
Trusting,caring and understanding.
That's what I want.What I need.
Thanks lot :)


I'm really so so so tired.
TIRED!FUCKING TIRED!
I need 48hrs for my lalaland.
Can I get more?PLEASE LA!

Girls there!MISS YOU ALL SO MUCH LA.
But most is YOU.
YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE?
LOL!

My precious,AiQi.
I JUST LOVE HER!LOVE LOVE LOVE.
Cute little AiQi :) :) :)
My only one.

Will be back to s'pore on 1st of oct--6th oct.
I WANT TO MEET ALL OF YOU./(you la.) :-P

I want my back to be like this!CAN I..????!!!

I must be dreaming :-P

Work.Home.Work.Home.Work.Home.
I seem so busy.
Tired.Really tired la.
If still dun want get more sleep.
Soon,vampire will come.KNN.
But never mind la,I got you liao.
Hehehe~ ~
Please dun run hor!DON'T YOU DARE,ttw!

Counting for octorber.
My dear,my precious,my lovely 270.
Miss ALL so much. ~_~


我爱你啦,猪!!!!

This is my TTW.(JIAO BIN!!!)

See how tired my face is!!OMG!OLD liao la,pcb.

CRY!!!!!!

:(

My precious is getting more and more cute.
Although she is not by my side but I can feel that :)
Thanks everyone for doting her.Hehe!

I LOVE YOU,yes.YOU!!!!

I'm very happy that my mum allow us.
As long as you are the best!
DOTE ME!LOVE ME!

xie xie ni wor.


Tired.tired.tired...
From panda become a vampire.KNN!pcb.
Pple see me will run!!!(ghost)

No webcaming for some days le :(
WHEN WHEN WHEN?
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
`#%^%&$Q!!!!!!!!!!!

Time is not enough for me to use la.
Work work work.So tired lo.
When can I back to s'pore?
Hai.Waiting..
So lonely here,cb :(


waiting for someone to back home now.
Wow Wow~ ~

I want you.I need you.
Where are you?
:(

And i wanna tell you that
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(yakus).
Shit guy.Always game game game! >.<
hahaha!(is been somedays we never webcam.)
:(

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

FUCKING TIRED.NEED SLP.

As usual.

Work.Home.

No time for others.

:-S

My jiao bin :)

And I'm getting OLD.FUCK la!

I'm fucking tired.

Fucking busy.

TIRED LA!

Need more sleep.If not becoming panda!

And I'm very happy.Thanks for visiting for home.Appreciate lot :)

Thanks everyone!

Hehehe,Finally I'm relief.

DEAR!

SNAPSHOT!Hahaa.Mushroom**

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TRUST ME!!!!

I want money money money.
Lot of money.
Fucking lot of money.

Then..

All the problems will be sovle..

But..

When you got lot of money,
is not as easy as what you think.

LOL!!!!

Life is always..

Work.
Sleep.
Work.
Sleep.
Work
Sleep.

Til die.

BORED OF IT!

I'm feeling damn sick right now.
Anyone want to take care of me?
Where's my dear?
Missing him deeply.
I need a hand to massage for me.Cause my whole body is damn pain la.
Like 80's.
Recently damn tired.Damn many problem.
DAMN IT!
My life is always not smooth.
But I guess got you is already enough.
And my precious.AI QI!!
She is so cute right now?This is what I heard from my mum.
Hahaha.
Waiting happily for Oct.
Oct Oct Oct..!!!
From 1st Oct til 5th Oct.
270 gathering ..?Let me know then.


Alright.Need a rest.
Waiting for you to call/online la.SO LONG!
>.<

Bye.

I'm damn tired..!!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

I WILL HACK UR COM AND LET U CANNOT PLAY DOTA..!!
LOL!

Finish.

Home sweet home!
Feeling xin ku.Don't know is want sick liao lo.Knn.
Cause recently not enough sleep.
OH MY GOD.
Time seems not enough.
From next week onwards i will be very busy.
So..Will less online.Less blog.Less webcam...!!!
But no matter what..will always be heart to heart.
PROMISE!

Oh,i damn tired.
FUCKING TIRED..!
Some pictures post up.
Some is taken will club.

I'm damn down...



Sleep sleep sleep..


Non stop sleeping.

OH MY GOD.
I'm facing lot of fucking stress.
Non stop.
NO!Is cant stop.
WHY WHY WHY....???
What should I do?
This time I really don't know.
Don't know what can I do..Don't know what should I do.
Stress is forcing me.
And I'm gonna become crazy.
Thinking too much can't be help.But I also don't wish too!
Please face the fact.Is really a serious matter..!!Can I think of a better solution in case of all that?
Sorry for all the people around that make you all worry about me.
Especially my MUM.
I'm very sorry :(
I know the things I own you is damn much.
Seeing you so stress and down,it really hurt me so much.
Take care of your health please.


recently will be very busy.
lot of things need to do.Need to think.Need to decide.Need to settle.
And I need to calm down.

And lastly,

Thanks to you,who is always by my side although is not.
Thanks for your care.Thanks for your understanding.Thanks for your listening ear.
THANKS FOR YOUR LOVE.


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Here's a good new to my frens.
I will be back on 1st of oct.4th of oct will be back to penang.
Actually want give TW a suprise.
But end up 4th he got something crop up.SIAN half.
KNN.Nvm then.
No more suprise for you.


LOL!

Thanks for your understanding.
Thanks my love.

I'm fucking stress with my life.
Why am I always so unlucky?
xxxx!!!

confuse.
blur.
luan.
fan.

TA MA DE.

Sorry sorry sorry..
Make u so moodless.
Forgive?
please :(

270

Ni and me.drunk?

Karen and me.

Girls.

No.Is crazy girls.

Rose garden.

Evon and me.

Elene and me.

Kiss.

Agnes and me.

Rose garden.

Ni and me.

High.

High til cant see my eye..!!

Lambo.

Wow Wow~

Karen and Hui Xin.

Elene and Evon.

Mois.

Siao beh and me.

whats that on your hand huh??

Karen.

Hui xin.

Elene.Our ladyboss.

Evon.

Finally is done.Random photo's.

Thats all.

I'm going to work.

Bye

My love will always be my love.
Nothing gonna change my mind for you.
Unless.Your mind change.

u N m t g t F

YES!

I did something important la.
Don't be mistaken please.
Here you see!!!
Maucks!

work as usual.
OMG.i think i'm getting fatter.
I think i should stop eating dinner.
Back to 1day 1meal?don't know will faint or nt..haha!
Ytd didnt come home cause went to Agnes house to slp.
Ytd.Rose garden for happy hour.
But end up 1++ then got back.PCB!
Not really drunk but a bit of high nia la.
Alright.Waiting for TW for webcaming.
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Oh ya,mum called just now.
She told me my precious is getting better.
And finally she can play with others.
HAPPY!!

miss you guys lot.
REALLY LOT LA!!

Ahhhh~~Ahhhh~

Work as usual.after work acc agnes go to cover her tattoo wif a rose.hahaha!

Cb!look but no do.SIAN la.

Suddenly feel like finish up my tattoo at my back cause is not done yet.

But think of the pain..OMG!!!No man!

Webcaming with TW now.

Bye.

Hahaha.If not later he say i FLIRT again...LOL.

Miss my precious lot.

Anyway,thank you so much for being teaching me a lesson in my life.
Teaching me how to be a clever and better person.
Finally thats someone that dote me lot.
Finally thats someone that love me lot.
A hundred thanks to you.

不要假装做人!你很恐怖!扮单纯?贱!!
Er xin!!

No more nail :(

eeeee

omg..

while webcaming wif TW

Ytd I went to see a doctor.

And I got my nail pluck off.

Ytd not pain.But today fucking pain.

Hard to walk,wondering how to learn car later.CB!

Ah ni took a video for me.Is disgusting man.

The processing of plucking out a nail!!!!

ER XIN ER XIN!!!

As usual.

Work.Home.Cam wif TW.

But ytd go for happy hour.til 10++ reach home.

Neither high or drunk too.

I'm so tired this few days.

My eye is becoming panda liao :( OMG

Need more slp.

But...hahahaha!!Still cant.

Miss my fermanda!

I miss my love.

No matter what.Nothing gonna change my mind.
And is gonna be forever.
I have made my mind.And is you.
Just you.
Only you.
My one.
The only love.
The someone.
That makes me happy.
And is gonna be the one.
Hope you are the last one.
No more sadness.Gonna be happyness.
Foreve love?

Thanks girls for coming for my birthday.THANKS THANKS!!love 270 ever.

HUAN LO.hahaha~

happy birthday to me.21st birthday.
yesterday was a fun night.drunk night.
Wow..Wow..

TTW say ta ma de cause today is 16th.
Which is...!!!
Hahaha~
Alright.Happy US.

Will be seeing karen tml.Yea!
And will be seeing ladyboss,hui xin and wang mui mui 2 more days.YEA YEA~
3 more days to our crazy night.
4 more days to my birthday.
And I'm turning 21.Can I stop the time?

I miss my family.
I miss my little princess.
I miss you too,the most.TTW.

I TRUST.THERE IS THE POWER OF LOVE.
I TRUST.THERE IS YOU BY MY SIDE.
I TRUST.THERE IS ONLY ME AND YOU.
And I trust you.

alright.my fucking blog something wrong.SHIT!!

FINALLY.i finish uploading my pic.YEA!

Those pic was taken few days ago.Alright.I'm going out

Nights and bye.

in car

lift.

shop.

1

2

3

4

retarted 1

retarted 2

retarted 3

Thats all.hahahaha~

Alright.day is getting tired and tired.
I need more slp.
Ytd slp at 3++.Cause cam with TW.LOL!!
Woke up at 9am this morning.Work as usual.
Bought 1black,1brown,1silver eye liner today.
Ytd also went shopping at Prangin mall.
Bought 3shirts.1shoe.2earrings.1sunglass.
Hehehe~i feel that is not enough..But cant shop too much cause birthday is coming.
This month will be damn broke :(
Still dont know where to celebrate.
Mois or Soii11 ?Or ktv ?
Where?Where?where?
Oh my god.
Waiting for TW to play finish his dota.
Dota siao.Ang gong siao.Siao siao..hahaha~

I hope is true this time..
Please get me the last hope..the last road.
THE LAST!!

your sassy girl.

Sometimes I feel that life is always repeating the same things...
life.
work.
love.
STRESS!!

Stress is forcing me.
Nowadays my mind is always empty.
I have been thinking too much things.
NO.
Is too much things to think.
Can I sleep for 365days?
How I wish is like that.
Whenever you wish for something,is never be done.
Maybe it can be a dream.

When will I die?
I think it will be soon.
Cause I have been smoking too much.And is really too much that you cant believe.
OH MY GOD.
Drinking is the very big problem I have.
Drinker.
Drinker that always drunk like LJ!!
Hahaha..

Tw is out today.No webcaming.
Bored.Lonely.Like hell!!!
tw tw tw~ ~
Haha :-P
Kinda miss him.LOL!!!!!

Waiting waiting..

Nowadays always got thing happen whenever drunk.FUCK MAN!

Rose garden.Mois.6floor for ktv.

Emotional again.

Bad luck day.

The days is getting nearer.My lovely girls are coming..

By then..

It will be damn crazy days.

4++ then have my breakfast.

Now then have my dinner.Pizza :P

Alright.Moodless.

bye

Alright.Rose garden yesterday.Soemthing bad happen.Spoil mood.KNN!!

All are drunk like fuck.Let the pic speaks.

Nights :)

Reach home from work.
Tired.
Nowadays are tired.Not enough sleep.
And..
I have become a drinker.
Cause i drink EVERYDAY!
STRESS.
Everything is so stress.Especially my work.
Business really damn bad.WAD TO DO HUH??!!!!
Headache :(

Everything seems not smooth.
Hate it man.
I want back to primary school time.
I want start everything back again can?

!@#$%^&*_+